The whole of it seems so overwhelming that I just shave wee slivers at a time.
Yes. I can only take it one bit at a time as well. I think that is why I have given this so much time. I feel awful for situations like yours, where you had no choice about the timetable.
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What hits me most is the effect on the kids and how it will affect them.
Oh yes. I know, boy do I know. It is really the only thing that can reduce me to tears if I give it a moments thought. Especially when I check on them, peacefully sleeping, so innocent...
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As odd and as heartbreaking as it sounds, he seems to want to take care of you and the girls.
Yes, I believe this now. It is odd and heartbreaking. But comforting at some level. Hard to explain. Need to find the balance between letting him help/be there and not letting my heart believe it means anything more.
