so I went home to pick up the kids - I saw her, I said fix a day for next week and I'll come to sign the papers and Saturday night I'll keep the kids and you can do whatever you want - I am done with the good fight - I am done with the war I am done with you - you won - if this is what you really want than have it.... She got nice right away, and her eyes got really wet. She said "I don't miss you, but I do miss us as a family..... sometimes..." I was happy to hear those words, but then I felt a huge rage... I don't know why.... I think I was thinking about OM.... by the fact that he has been on MY bed, that he filled the freezer with ice cream, that she destroyed a wonderful family.
She came with us to the swimming class - but she has been very cold the whole evening.... a friendly good night and now I am at the computer.. I need to work, but it is hard
