(((((((((Susie)))))))) Your post made my eyes well up with tears. 14 days after the divorce? Sorry about that sugar. It is that replaced disposable feeling that is so hard to get past some days.
I struggle with that also. DSid I mean so little that I could be replaced so quickly? I sometimes feel like i must be really messed up to be so insignificant....then I realize that what HE did is HIS problem. He apparently has serious emotional issues if he can be so callous and think that what he did was based on love for her. He is a seriously damaged person, and when it is all said and done, I actually feel sorry for them. I feel sorry that they believe they have the slightest clue what love, dignity, commitment, trust, honesty or respect mean. They trampled on all of those things. What they have is superficial and fake. They based a relationship on lust, destruction and lies and hurting others. They are sad.
"You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf." Jon Kabat-Zinn