Thank you all \:\( I am sad and scared, and tired, and lonley and hopeful and wondering, and thankful and loved, and hurting, and so so much more.

Card is getting more and more to the point, yes I am prepared for a no.


Mary, I hope you know that this is
not what I wanted. I hope that my
actions have shown you how much
I love you. If you decide to
end your affair, I can forgive
you. I just pray it happens
before what's left of
my love for you runs out.

You know this is tearing me
up inside and you know no
matter what happens, you
will remain in my prayers.

For our last night together under
this roof as a family come to bed
and let me hold you one more time
before you leave. If you don't
I will understand.

Your Husband Jeff


Thank you all for everything, I never thought I would be in this situation becasue I was always willing to go the extra mile for my W and family. I tried so hard, I must continue the fight.

We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.

M45
W41
M10 years
D9, D6, D6, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? let me hope !!!
Moving Van coming Saturday May 31st