Got drama in my life again.Not my D21 things are better there.She is taking the kitties away tonight.
My best friend and her bf broke up again.They are just not a good match.He is a nut.He has been calling my phone at all hours of the night trying to find out where she is.Like I flippin know where she is a three in the morning.I would think her bed.But since she isn't answering her phone he tries me.I have not answered my phone.So now he is calling D21 to see if she knows.
I called him today and warned him off.He damn well better not call tonight.If he does I'm not going to be happy.I need my sleep and I'm getting cranky.
Speaking of cranky I have decided to cut the drinking out.I have been doing to much of it and I'm kinda worried I may become addicted if I don't stop.I noticed I drink when I have a panic attack and that is not a good way to deal with that.So I'm off to the Dr. next week to see if he can give me something for the panic attacks.I have been having them more often than usual.
That and I really don't need to drink so much.Social is ok.But a glass every night is not good.
I'm haven't beed sleeping well for about a month.I have so much stress in my life.I need to take a break from it all.But right now I can't find the time,money or energy.I need some self care.
Well off to bed.
Later Friends Briget
The grass is always greener over the septic tank... Erma Bombeck
Treat hate with Love... DR. Martin Luther King
