How does she go all these weeks with no mention of our relationship?
How can we spend so much time together and have such good times and still not give me just a glimmer of hope??
How does she make love to me, kiss me, hold me and fall asleep in my arms, and wake up the next morning feeling bad because she thinks she is getting my hopes up???
I pray that in her her heart she is confused, and not 100% sure as she has said.
I keep telling myself that if it is going to come back, it will take time. That she will not tell me if she is feeling differently, RIGHT???
You are so spot on right now with your understanding. If you can keep from allowing selfishness to creep in, you will continue to see positive results.
You should expect NOTHING.
She's not changing her mind. That's what she told you. Believe it.
Doesn't matter now though, right?
For the first time in your marriage you are loving her unconditionally, treating her the way she always deserved to be treated.
If this ends in divorce, you will know that, at least for a few months, you showed her the kind of love she deserved and that you really always had inside for her.
Stay in this place.
Bill
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
