Are you going to see it tomorrow night? I can't wait!!! I won't be able to go til sometime next week......
Journaling:
Looking at a ranch house on our street and talking with the woman who wants to sell it. Its very cute, nicely done (needs new carpet, but that's cool cuz I can pick the color!), would be the perfect size and hopefully perfect price for me.
H is on board with any help I will need for this possible move. Wants to go see the house with me, will start to get our house ready to sell, etc. We had a small talk about him feeling welcome in some place just I own, because he will still need to be there a lot to take care of the girls while I work. He waffled a bit, then said he would try.
He has a place in his heart for me. He doesn't want me to suffer, to be broke, or to even be hurt. He just doesn't want me, as a wife. I am feeling a tad overwhelmed with the thought of the summer months (possibly selling/buying houses, divorce, and seeing the kids hurt), but I can do this. It won't knock me down, for too long, that is. I will be ok. I pray my girls will be as well.
