The good thing is that you have these days! Don't spend the happy, independent day of promise and joy, planning for the crash day.
Ride it out and have fun. Because this is how your life eventually WILL be. The crashing is the setback, this is the glimpse of the reality you are working toward.
My fiance's ex-wife made him miserable and we finally found each other and I'm faithful and love him so much. I feel very lucky.
And whether your future mate turns out to be your wife or someone else, this is what you can and will have because you are now on a path that you will accept nothing less.
