Well today is strange indeed. I woke up worried about the future but as the day has progressed I've been feeling great. Actually I feel better than I have since April. It really is quite strange and I'm starting to think I'm not going to miss W at all. I'm actually looking forward to lots of 1 on 1 time with D, going out and I'm even thinking about OW. I'm looking back and the last two years W has really made me miserable although I chased her and pursued. Maybe its a realization of what's to be, but I haven't shed a tear in 3 days and I'm actually happy today.
Will I suddenly crash again? Or am I really happy it could be over? Hmm.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
