scary times

[daybyday]

just updating my sitch a little. kind of staying off here as deauxlie suggests as it does stir sh!t up in my head. but anyway wife is back and how. its been awesome so far. went to a graduation and she was holding my hand, just giving those little touches that mean so much. you know the ones that you take for granted til they are gone. i really enjoy them now. we had went out to eat with graduating family, and while we were outside having a smoke she looked at me and said" you do look good". then she leaned in and gave me a nice kiss. felt like high schoolers. she has been lingering longer with her kisses which is a huge change from 4 months ago. a tight lip peck was it. now i am the one pulling away first. sure there are times especially when we have nothing to do that it kind of gets uncomfy a bit. but those times are becoming scarcer as we feel our way around and get back into our m. she dropped by work yesterday just to chat. she called me today just to chat. all is good for now. i hope some are reading my post. if for inspiration only. it can happen. some slower than others, but it can happen. feel like we are falling in love again. way too early to tell but i hope thats where we are headed. she has become very considerate of my feelings and i hers. we both are much better, more attentive listeners. right now we are back to being each others best friend. i pray everyday that it lasts. with both of our hard work, it should only get better.