Just a moment to air my thoughts: Do you guys ever feel those mixed emotions when you start at square one; the ones about how to go about it if/when you finally get to spend time with one another again. I thought to myself today, "I married this man and now I'm worried about even being face to face..." I guess I feel scared that I won't know what to say, how to say it, or am worried that I won't even know HOW to have fun with him and start at the "friendship stage". How do you do that? How do you go about playing the friend role when your still trying to figure out what went wrong with the spouse role? Just some thoughts, I would love feedback!