Late in the Game-thread 6, maybe last in separated

[newnamenewlife]

I'm at such a loss right now. There is this big huge hole in my heart and in the hope for my kids and my family.

I know exactly how you feel, CW. (Read my epic on my thread). There are these feelings of relief at times--of moving on, of getting out of limbo--but ultimately the pain and the sense of regret and failure are overwhelming.