Not much going on here. Very glad I did not go camping last weekend as it rained Saturday through Monday. We did go up for the day saturday to hang out with some people. Got to experiance my first and only 4 wheel drive run. FOr some reason, people put tons of money in their new jeeps and trucks and than go off roading and rock climbing Got some pics of trucks almost standing straight up on 2 tires as they went over rocks. seems like where ever I go the X is brought up. My friend asked if I had heard from him, did I hear he got married, did I hear he got a new puppy. No, yes, no were my responses and changed the subject. Tired of people bringing him up. I am sure people dont to it to him about me.
Finding that I am getting very depressed. No luck on the job hunt at all. here I am 43, divorced and been layed of twice within a 8 month span. I am feeling like a complete looser. I just can't pull myself out of the funk. I am forcing myself to go tho the gym but dont feel any better. Hope everyone is having a nice thursday

found out about affair 8/06
H moves out Nov/06
D final 8/07
X re marries OW 5/08
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Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow".
-- Mary Anne Radmacher