Well, got the answer to my question. I'm dark. H said tonight that he doesn't want "to move forward with our marriage." So there we go. He said that I didn't push him into inviting me to the game, he chose it, but he just doesn't want it. He thinks we will be all fine in the end and that we couldn't have a healthy relationship together.
I have limited time left as I know that my H's deadline is when the lease is up on 7/31. Now he gets to see what it would be like. The alternative "as if" if you may. If absence doesn't make the heart grow fonder I'm no worse than where I am right now.
My poor kids.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09
