I'm still waiting for hurt to hit but it hasn't come. I'm more bummed than anything. I can feel myself getting closer. I should've listened to the veterans earlier but oh well. My W is in a relationship with OM and there is nothing I can do it about. I was actually feeling really good until she dropped off D....now I'm just a little down...no tears though. I think in my mind I know the end is very near...I don't even think I would consider the R, even if she begged. Only time will tell.
JTB, you are right. No matter what, I need to work on me. That is my goal. Well and of course the precious little girl.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
