Just pick youself back up again and act "as if". Start tomorrow off like nothing negative happened today. I know what you mean, I think I headed down more cheesless tunnels than I know what to do with. Each time I think, she is finally getting what I am saying so now we discuss things.....wrong.
You still have time to have him enjoy you while before you head out. I agree WAS are a pain in the backside. It just hurts so much that they don't seem to value what is most important in our lives.
As far as him saying it is not your place to forgive, it almost sounds like he is saying it is he that should be th eone to forgive you for making his life so miserable that he had no choice but to walk away. I am not sayoing I agree with this, but I would guess that this is classic WAS verbage.
TwinDad Me 39, W 36, M 11 W - MLC, WAW???? 2 Kids B/G 3 YRS Old Start of the Long and Bumpy Road..... On the verge of piecing.....a new beginning