I think I'm falling into a little depressive state. I'm just not finding things "fun" like they used to be. I haven't had the energy to work out much and I'm falling behind in all those 180s I had done so consistently for months (better housekeeping, yard work, projects, exercise, etc.). It's not that I don't see the point of them anymore, because ultimately they were for me though I started to do them for our R, it's just that I don't have that fire under me anymore. I feel so resigned to the next phase of my life and I'm not very jazzed about it.

How do you turn feelings like these around?


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.