((J))Ive read your post about ten times!You wrote almost exactly what I feel.Very amazing you can read into me this much.
I think i just hit a bump in the road,I do feel lonely,and i have had the revenge factor jump in my head now and then.
But I dont think I could ever forgive myself if I hurt some other woman,like ive been hurt just to help myself.Ive made my desition to wait untill this is all said and done.
I will take care of myself and family,Bye the way my depression is mostly under complete controll now,about 99%.
I will show my sons the high road!And I will take my time with everything!
Still have no contact with W,just an update.
But thanks so much J I really appreciate it.-Michael
Me:42 W:41 Married 22 seperated12-31-07,served papers 2-29-08 S21-S20 partialy disabled S17 Divorce sighed 10-7-08 final 90 days after