in limbo and an emotional mess...

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Sugar- thanks for chkg in,,, ah not too well,, definitely was better before yesterday when the OW was back in public, met H at lunch time today and he assures me I have nothing to worry about,, but I know how the OW operates and now that she is in his apt. and has no where else to be OW will be there 24/7,,, i told H she will get him back in bed and will get preganant on purpose,,she's already using his car again, everything else I told H would happen has happened,, thats the only thing left short of her actually talking him into leaving for good... it is just so emotionally draining, up until yesterday afternoon when she was released H told me he was making arrangements to come home, and now i'm back on the emotional rollercoaster,,, fine one minute and not the next. He is supposed to stop by tonite after his class and before he goes to work, but we'll see if that happens. She will get her claws back in and has a week and a 1/2 to make up for and every day, all day to do so I don't know what is going to happen at this point. all I can do is keep doing what i'm doing... getting really tired