Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

I love that MMF! "Fear and faith can not occupy the same space." I'm going to put that on my mirror in my bathroom.

I have been gaining so much strength through my walk with Christ. He has given me so many blessings and I am ever thankful. My cousin and I continually remind each other to look up instead of out. Out is into the world and there is nothing there but suffering and pain, up is to God and He brings peace, joy and comfort. So look up!!!

On another interesting note, H texted me asking if I would like to have lunch with him and S13. I met up with them down the street from my office. It was nice. We chatted and had a generally nice time. He touched my shoulder and said thank you for meeting us. He sent me a text when I got back to my office thanking me for meeting them again and said it was really nice.

I'm so confused by him. He's so sweet to me most of the time and seems glad to see me. It's like he wants to be my friend but not my H. I will just have to accept that for now and see what he does next. I'm not trying to drive this bus anywhere, just along for the ride I guess.