I feel very wired to contact my ex - not that there is anything - it is just that after so many years... - yes I thought she could give me some insight but I have to say I am also a bit afraid of what she can say about me - I also know she hates my W (or at least she used to)- they hated each other even before I came into the picture, both girls were good looking in a small community, they were like two cats.... this was the biggest blow after she left me - I married her archenemy.... I am sure my ex is a bit pleased of all this happening - I don't know, maybe things changed.... I need to think a bit longer about it. I know W would go nuts, this is why she keeps asking about my ex.... but it is not about me.
