One of the things I understood - when W feels a bit insecure, or lonely, it doesn't mean she wants to come back, so I shouldn't expect anything about it. I cannot have all my hopes pumped up just to have them crashed in a moment. This feeds the rollercoaster - no good. The situation it is like it is until PROVEN differently - so I need to act accordingly. It is very tough but is no use to hide behind a finger.