Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

Angelica,

It's funny that you mention dar's thread and AmyC's post because I had just read it last night. She had some very interesting things to say and I always like to hear her perspective on this bunch of craziness we are all stuck in the middle of.

I honestly don't feel like a victim anymore. That doesn't mean that I'm not still really ticked at him for doing this to his family. I have forgiven him for the betrayal (even though it's ongoing). I would like to have a friendly relationship with him and we're getting there. That's good for me and our son.

I still don't know if H is really in MLC or if he was just tired of me and is a WAS. It doesn't really matter though. Gone is gone.

I got a text from H just a few minutes ago and he's in a chatty mood. I guess that's good that he's not cutting me off after my questions of last night.

Book clubs are really a good idea, I think I will look for one. If I don't like the books they are choosing, then I don't. No big deal. I wonder where to even start looking for one around here though. I think I'll call the library and see if they might have a list or something.

PMA is really tough for me as I've always been a glass half full kind of girl. I'm working really hard on it. I put a rubber band on my wrist and snapped it every time I have a negative thought about myself or my sitch. That helps but now I have a HUGE welt on my wrist.