Yeah, I definitely understand the emotions thing. I almost wish this anger feeling would last a while longer because its better than that hurt/crushed feeling I've had during the process. Last night I slept 8 solid hours and the alarm woke me for the first time in over 3 weeks. But I know this anger will subside soon and I'm not looking forward to it.
And I definitely now see that I can't make any decisions for a while. Just go dark, work out and be with Abby as much as possible. I've never considered myself strong in the past but maybe this whole situation will strengthen me.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
