I had a little wine last night and said/did a few mean things when W FINALLY stopped by to see Abby.
Got that out of your system I hope. Don't need any more repeats of that.
This is ugly stuff AD. It's pure hell to go through and you should understand that we all sympathize and empathize with you as you deal with it.
I agree with going dark. No contact literally means no contact, and I can't see how you do that with Abby in the mix. But I would not respond to her calls or even answer the phone. Let her leave a message, in fact encourage her to do just that. If she wonders why you can simply tell her that it's for YOUR well being.
You. and Abby.
You. and Abby.
and once again, YOU.
This is possibly going to be one hell of a horrendous ride. You will need every ounce of your wits to endure and not do something that makes it even worse.
Going dark gives you the chance to get your wits about you. Gives you a chance to reach the point where you realize that YOU WILL SURVIVE, regardless of how this eventually turns out. Don't belittle this idea, it's very important to both your own well being and your ability to successfully DB.
Blessings,
Bill
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
