I think you know what hasn't worked. What's another 180 to try?
I've done some major 180's lately. First, my absolutely no sex stance and telling him why it's wrong for me. Second, bringing people back into my life that I shut out and being brutally honest with some of them regarding what has been happening in my M. Third, telling stbx that I want to limit D4's exposure to ow because she is someone who is dishonest and lacks integrity. Why would I want our child around someone like that?
And, because of these things, I have been hit with huge amounts of anger and insult. It hurts but how can it be any worse than what has already happened?
I'm not lying down just waiting and hoping for things to get better. It's not going to happen.. Carpe Diem!
