And well, looky here, all the handsomes came out to see me.
Love it.
Jeff, I cooked like crazy this weekend. Went to the Korean Market and bought stuff I never heard of. Just started inventing.
The peeps told me it was YUM. So thank you lovey.
Went out of town for the long weekend. It was good. I have never been away so much in my life.
A total 180 for me. Going away comes with consequences. The X turns into the devil.
As you remember I called my L and everyone and their mother when I found out that my Son was put to sleep on the floor.
(which, I know is pay back b/c I went away to Memphis)
Anywhoo. This long weekend was his with the kids.
He shoved them down Susan's, throat all weekend. He left her house at midnight to take them to sleep at his moms, and then as soon as they woke up he took them over there again, till midnight the next day.
On Saturday, he left MY kids with her oldest D that is 14, and her 2 younger brothers, and some of her D's friends.
Then X and her went out for 2 hours.
So, for those that know me, you just held your breath right? yeah. B/c I have never had a baby sitter for my kids. My parents watch them or X's parents.
Now I know, I am an anal parent. I know I am over protective and blah blah.
I don't know who the hell this 14 year old chick is. I don't know who the hell her friends are. So how can you go out and leave my KIDs alone in the house with this kid????????????
Monday, they were supposed to be home at 6:30pm They arrive at my home at 8:45pm and his sister and her husband brought my kids home b/c they were at HER house for a bbq.
I took my kids out of the car, said thank you and didn't look at them in the face and walked in with my kids.
Not even 10 minutes passed by, and the water works started.
We told papi we just wanted one day to be with him alone. Why is he taking us over there so much now?
My kids told me that the X sat them down and told them that he is in an R with whatherface. That he wants to be with her. That he cares that I have shelter and food (um gee thanks) But he does not love me like a wife anymore. Mami and I are too different, and I am more like Susan .
My son answered, I am more like my mom, and I want to stay with her and my sister. (siiigh)
Well, thank Goodness my kids didn't have school yesterday b/c we went to sleep so late.
I listened, and hugged them and kissed them lots and lots.
I know that my babies have fun when they go there. Her kids have every toy under the sun, and a huge backyard, and pool and all that jazz.
The X uses the fact that the kids have fun, to say they are fine with going there.
I will not aruge with him at all about it anymore.
I will listen to my kids and keep doing what I am doing with their therapist.
I will defend them, and be their voice.
I am not going to say anything about them being along with her D or that he brought them home over 2 hours late. This time, or just yet. He is just waiting for that.
So not gonna fall for it.
When the kids called X the next day, X said to my son
Was mami mad you got home late? She can't be mad she went away anyway to have her fun.
Whatever. What are you 12?
He also asked the kids if they have met any guy friend I may have. The kids said no. We only meet mami's girlfriends.
No one is meeting my kids until I know, they are worthy to be around my children.
So that is the update. Nothing new or different same old crazyness. One day he will be normal. I keep praying for it.
I have off today, YAY and the sun is shining.
I worked out this morning. I hate it. I hate when people love to work out. I don't get it.
I don't do it b/c of health reasons or anything like that.
I do it for entirely shallow reasons, to look good for the summer.
I don't feel better after working out either. I am just pissed that it takes so much time.
sigh, bitter much?
I promised my self that I would eat healthier and keep my exercise routine, so far so good.
The kids like to join me so that makes it better too.
Off to read up on some peeps.
Besos.
Live Simply Love Generously Care Deeply Speak Kindly Leave the rest to God
