Thanks every one. Wish I could say that everything will work out as there is still a long way to go I feel but I feel I am headed in the right direction for me now. Hopefully H will pick up and the sign so far is that he may be doing just that. Time will tell.
H,
We will get through this. Yes Im'e going to say that We can not control them but, I pretty certain you don't have to worry about W. I see so many positives in your posts from her and you need to think about them and focus forward. I know what you mean about the numbness.
Nik, Yoyo, Matilda, and LWB, Thank You for the positive vibes you sent my way, they help me so much, especially coming from such strong women.
Cl,
Your awesome too.
Have a good day everyone.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez