Hey Jak,

we can do it. It has been such a looooog road. the interchange is just ahead. going to go one way or another but at least I will know where I am headed FINELY....RIght now the waiting part is the hardest. I think people may have mis understood me when I said I was numb. It feels like a dream. Like did I really send the money to retro? I have been talking about it for so long. I think I called MY bluff. I am on automatic right now. I am going away with my son for a week and instead of getting excited about it I started 'wondering" what wife is goig to do and with Who when I am gone. I know don't worry about the things you have no control over....Soooo you are doing some "personal" stuff huh....

Husband


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know