Wow - I am enjoying this vacation! So needed. Yesterday night I went to eat with some old friends - it was wonderful, they so took care of me, I felt truly loved, people that I didn't see for so many years, we had a lot of fun, laughed a lot, remembered the old times.... like family. My first wife is in town!!! I didn't talk to her for 10 years, since she too walked away. She eventually got married (not with the guy she walked away with) she is happy and she has 2 kids.... my friends told me all this. - This morning I woke up and I saw she sent me an email, I guess she learned I am here, it was a shock..... one line.... "if you want to talk about it I am here". My W has always been very jealous of my ex, when she knew I was coming here in vacation she asked me right away "are you going to see your ex???". I thought it was the most absurd question. Now I feel so guilty to have received this email, I didn't answer, I don't know what to answer. If I ignore it I feel I am too rude to a person that after 10 years is putting a lot aside and wants to be nice, if I answer I feel I am doing something wrong against my W.... I am a bit confused.....
