I went to see a psychic about a month and a half ago. He was dead ba!!s on about my H, and said that as long as I stopped doing whatever it was I was doing, we would be okay. He said we would be together for at least 14 years, and that he would come back, but if I didn't change what I was doing wrong, he would leave again.

He was scary right. To the point that he asked my Xstepmothers name out loud, knew my fathers name, new my H's initials, that my daughter was going to have a girl, that my other daughter (D23) was pregnant.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..