She started sleeping on couch several weeks back, right after she told me she found a apartment
We went to the pool Sunday and Monday as a family, W and I sat down and watched the kids play and we talked and talked, joked around, for hours just like nothing is happening between us.
We have always had a good rapport (connection/understanding) she laughs at my jokes we can talk about anything and everything it only gets painful when we talk about her leaving or OM.
She must feel this also (our connection), how well we get along, we know each other so well, we finish each other sentences.
I'm going to be happy, helpful, forgiving, patient and loving. Not just to W and kids, but to everyone I know and meet. This is me, this is how I want to live my life, this may not be the best course of action to save a marriage, but its the best way to live my life. Why is the right path is always the hardest.
We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? let me hope !!! W moving out June 1st - 5 days
