I don't know what W wants. I don't think she knows either - she just wants to pursue her career and not be burdened with anything else. She's relieved to be on her own, so good for her. I personally like being with someone.
I'm glad I snooped though - at least now I know what W is thinking. I may not agree with her, but it helps me let go while she pursues her own little fantasy of needing no one else in her life. Before she met me she was really lonely and she could never make relationships work. I'm assuming ours lasted as long as it did because we have a deep friendship and are compatible. Will she find that again? Who knows.
Billings is just a quick trip to see a facility - fly out one day, return the next. I thought about staying through the weekend, but I've been busy every weekend since I moved into my new place and really want some time to just hang out.
BTW, caipirinhas are really good - like dangerously so.
