Long Holiday Weekend with me and kids was great. Lots of fun and dad time. Kids had fun. It was very relaxing and low stress. W did not seem interested in me or kids.
She is detaching faster than I can LRT. She seemed upset that Kids and I were fine and had fun. She has become less angry but increasingly distant. She has totally pushed away from me, church and most of her friends. There is far less anger but less interaction and she is much more distant. W has IC today so maybe she will continue to heal.
I am not pursuing and she seems to care less. It is hard to be friends with someone who you dont talk to. This is better than the yelling all time but seems to be a prelude to the D.
Patience and Faith. I am praying, DBing and being patient. I need to refocus on the GAL activities. I have had the kids so much that I havent had any time for myself.
