So glad to hear from you. I agree, avoid alcohol, but you know sometimes we just have to let it out. Maybe it showed him that you are human & how much hurt he has caused you. I think that is great that he chose you over OW!!
I think you are going to have a huge rollercoaster ride, I've been reading Addie's sitch & it sounds like she is going thru a lot of the same thing with her H. I'm happy for you & I think Jen is right, write down the positives & go back & read them every day.