I have been thinking a little about H's change. He finally ran out of his ADs a couple of weeks ago and hasn't been back to the Dr.
He had a low sex drive while on them, to the point where he would just rather not even try...which is why I think he wasn't initiating anything and was very reluctant when I would.
So now, obviously his sex drive has changed...but I think it is more than that. It is like he is feeling things again. He seems like my old H again. He has peeked out before, but this has been the longest run since the bomb. I am feeling like the ADs could have been affecting him in a negative way. I think in the military they give them out like candy and don't take the time to see which ones you really need and at what dosage.
I was on ADs myself shortly after the bomb and they actually made me feel weird/anxious/numb so I quit taking them.
Anyway, just kind of thinking about it. I will keep his current behavior in mind, especially if he goes back on them.
