Hi there! Glad to see that your wonderful neighbor helped with the garden. How nice. And that your H took the initative to get his arse up and clear the gutters.
The motorcycle!? Funny! My H had talked about that at one time too. Why on earth would your H buy one now in the midst of all the crap he has going on. Just tells you once again how lost and out of sorts he is.
Gypsy - I love reading what your write. I clung to my H as strong as I could, giving up my own life for him. I lost myself along the way. I'm finding Sue again, slowly but surely. It will be too late, but my H will probably be amazed when she finally comes completely out. I think part of him will wonder why he left.
JeffSTL- I saw your comment that you hate that your heart is getting so hard. I feel the same way. I soften from time to time, but I find myself cold and distant with my H. I find that it's the only way I can detach. My H has a way of trying to keep me within his grasp by spending time with D4 and I and by still trying for intimacy. He's still leaving and going to live with OW, but he can't let go of that control. I pray that you and I can both find that trust again some day. I'm scared of what this will do to future relationships I have.
Well, everyone have a great day. Back to work here too lwb.
Hugs to you and the girls. As always, I'm thinking of you!
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
