well the wife and I had a date today. we agreed to go out to a local festival. we had lunch and hung out, and even seen a long lost friend of ours. it was realy nice. I was attentive but not to clingy. the R never came up but we did flirt. whem we seperated at the end she followe me and asked what i was doing later. I told her i might call her.
Welll i had just worked a 16 hour day. i worked from 11pm to 7 am, then 7 -3 pm. so after all thyat and the fun we had i fell asleep ( read passed out lol ) so i got woke uop at 721 today by the W and she seemes mad. she said she thought i would be up by now. folks i usualy go to bed by 7 am. well i played it cool and asked what was up and she told me there was some stuff at the old house she needed me to move to the basment for her so her parents could move it this weekend. I told her no problem. i asked her what she did last night ( as I was trying to figure out why she was so mad.) she told me after our date she went to a friends house and they had a " girl talk".
now i know the friend she went to . this is one of the " MArcum Sucks why are you trying" friends...
ahh well when i saw her last i got a bunch of smiles and even a blush when i told her she was preety. thats whet i hang on to. I cant effect what her friends do or say to her. all I can do is continue to she ter changes in me and be myself. hope its enough