H is having affair after all - part 3

[Evie]

Absolutely nothing. He's a player, probably never loved me, does he even know the meaning of love? He chases the LUST aspect of any relationship.

He's a good actor and i am very gullible, i didn't see through his act.

he has no respect for me to be able to treat me the way he has.

He says he not a bas*ard or a hard person, yet he walks away from 2 girls and picks up his sons when it suits and i'm left with the aftermath.

We've had 3 holiday abroad together, which should have been great relaxing family times, working on us, all teh time a 3rd person in it. I totally empathise with Jennifer Anniston, how does she do it? Respect for her keeping her grief and anger private.

Sorry to be so negative, i realised this morning that i'm 'griefing' for the loss of my M and my dreams.