Late in the Game-thread 6, maybe last in separated

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I think H said it because he doesn't want to admit to himself that it's over. He said that he's not willing to go to Retro, but he knows that it's a condition of mine. It's like he's being an attorney and covering every base without having to really confront the issue head-on.

But, honestly, it's going to have to be confronted.

I don't know whether or not the weekend was great. I was the one who pushed him into "trying." We'll see if he can continue it or if it was just because I pushed him. As we all know, we can just make things happen, they have to want them to happen too. All the while, I am silently mourning the loss of my marriage and my R. I deserve more than I'm getting.