I agree with everything Lisa says... Sorry you are having a hard day.
You know the Alchimist, the book? It says "when you want something bad enough, UNIVERSE "makes a conspiracy" (can't write the verb)to give it to you". And the secret says "imagine what you want, FEEL gratitude for HAVING it (act as if) and don't worry about how it will happen. It will". Positive thinking. Most of the times THEY have NC what we are going through waiting for them to contact us. Actually, I belive it is ALL of the times. He maybe looking for a good moment to do it. He may be on a trip, who knows?
Hang on sweetheart, K
Can't believe I missed your post!!! Good thing I saw Lisa posting.