Wed, I am so glad to see you returned to post your update! It was a long and hard ride for you, but look what patience and faith have done for your situation. Congratulations!
It's a slow ride into the station, but you and your h will make it. Take it one day at a time and go from there.
Thank you for returning today. There are many who need this read your posting to help them discover that inner strength to carry them forward and upward.
Good luck!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.