Believe, I woke up this morning pissed that H knows I will struggle in the summer. But I had to change my thought. i have to REPEAT in my head, everything I am grateful for.
God, has blessed me through all this.
I have my moments. But after almost three years of this crap I have learned to deal with it. I have weeded out the negative people in my life. They also bring you down. Since then I feel better.
Haven't heard from H. Except , what D7 told my brother.
she is with them and He takes really good care of her. He is a hairdresser.He buys her clothes and hair accessories. She loves him soo much.
So, My my D7 tells him ,
" Daddy says you are like a girl"
My brother the bigger person he is , doesnt want me to say anything or respond. he says H is just beneath him.
H hasn't contacted us. Oh well. I have a goal and continue my count down.
