It is hard to make the decision to D. I was reading DR last night, and one that that jumped out at me is as long as you have the will to fight, then you should keep fighting. If it comes to D, you will know the right time. You see, only you can know when you have had enough. No one in your family, your friends can tell you.

I try to keep it in perspective by looking at it this way: in the grand scheme of things, this will end up being a small span of time in my life. Do what you feel is right, in your heart, soul and mind. Don't let anyone tell you that you have given him enough time, because they are not living your life. Only you can decide when you have had enough. (((Arianne)))

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..