I'm so sorry you're having trouble with the anxiety. My boss went through the break up of his 17 year relationship last year and his doctor gave him xanax for his anxiety. He was amazed at how relaxed it made him. Maybe it would be a good idea to make a switch from the zoloft.
I hope you hear from your h. Nothing worse than worrying and having that nagging feeling that something bad has happened.
You are very inspirational... you should feel very proud of yourself. I'm so sorry all of this is happening when you should be celebrating your 5th anniversary.
Take your time with things. If you're not ready, then it's not time to move forward. I'm so relieved you've been able to protect yourself financially. I think it's ridiculous that a divorce can happen so quickly and legal separation takes so long.
((((((Sara))))))
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence