Hi,

I'm glad you like the cloud sun story! lol

The reason I asked is because a female friend of mine told me once she thought that when men are suspicious it is because they cheated themselves.

But it's obviously not true across the board, for men or for women.

Why do you think you are this way? Did your ex-wife cheat on you?

I was afraid for a long time that I would always be that way. I am so happy that I have healed...and am healing more every day.

The anxiety and paranoia and mistrust is almost gone and comes about so infrequently now. I hopes it helps you to know that, in my case.

Does your wife ever suggest or imply that she doesn't trust you or is suspicious or paranoid? Just wondering.

Change the policy; allow PM's.