Dode.... your prayers are appreciated and I am happy to say that they were answered. I had an awesome weekend with my kids. Some challenging moments but overall it was fantastic.
I know I experessed a lot of pain and sadness in my last post. I do this to be honest about where I am at. Experience has taught me, and I was trying to hold onto the belief that... "This too will pass"... and it did. Frankly, as far as I can remember since living a more emotionally recovering life, it always does pass.