I'm awful at it. You would think after watching my entire life spin out of control a year and a half ago, I would be little better at it....not so.
I'm sitting here right now really frustrated with B. I talked to him last night and he said he would call about 10pm...it's 7pm the next night and he's never called. We have a really great time when we go out and I just don't get this...talk about mixed signals! He never answers his phone, does not call me back within a reasonable timeframe, and never calls when he says he will....maybe I'm overreacting, but it's really starting to make me mad. We've been seeing each other for two months now. I'm going to have a talk with him....I can't do this...not like this. I'm fine with not being serious, but I want common courtesy and I don't think that is too much to ask. If he's just like this, I need to decide if it something that I can tolerate, but if he's doing this to control our relationship, so it doesn't become too serious...I'm not doing it.
He's the first guy that I've really liked since my X and now I feel like I'm being rejected again. I hate being rejected. I just want to be appreciated.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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