Hmmm, I wonder. Yeah, she hasn't thrown herself at your feet and begged for forgiveness. (Geez, wouldn't that be nice? I honestly mean that!)
See Rob, Sandi said the same thing on my thread and it got me a bit riled (No Sandi I'm not mad at you I'm just mad at the subject matter) same again here Rob, no I am not looking for W to throw herself at my feet begging for forgiveness. I know that won't happen. A simple sorry would have been nice, at the bare minimum acknowledge something went wrong and actually say lets try again. W hasn't even said that, so if I was a bit thick and I didn't understand we would be in deep do do. So cos she hasn't said anything I have to go off her actions, mainly positive I would say, but sometimes when she talks to me like I'm a POS how should I react. The words and the actions don't always match so it's easy to get confused, frustrated angry etc. But me being an advance DAM (Yeah Forrest) I know how to act and react so things don't get out of hand.
All that being said today W has been feeling sorry for herself a little bit and wanted plenty of hugs and TLC cos one of her many ailments was playing her up. So I gave her great big hugs and kisses and I got an IRRLY (I really, really love you) the first this year, this should really be a special moment, something to hold on to, something to carry me through the coming week. But later in the day cos I couldn't get her mp3 player working the very instance she asked for it she was very short with me and talked to me like I had sh1t for brains. WTF, Well that used to be a trigger point for me, but I just let it slide. That my friends is what I now call a WTF moment, one minute nice the next very snappy with me. So when I said on a previous post, I think in response to Sandi, that I just want W to modify her behavior a little bit, this is just one example.
Overall things are ok cos I'm learning, learning, learning and not letting myself get caught up in the old arguments, but sometimes I feel I'm bending too much to keep things afloat when really I could do with a little bit of help from W. I can't see that coming just yet.
