If you click on my name and go to my posts why back in the beginning theres a post to Michele #81493 - 30/05/02 08:09 PM Michele- Need to hear YOUR VOICE!" gives a brief recap I think. Very early on he offered to come back simply because I was in such a state I think, I told him to come home only if he really loved me- he never came. I really don't know what went wrong, I guess we grew apart once the kids left home, but I thought we were happy. We have had v little contact over the years a handful of calls. I emailed him some pics of our first g/child. I haven't seen him in over 5 yrs. He hasn,t seen his kids in 8 yrs,but he did see his daughter earlier this yr for 2 hrs and her son.He has not seen or spoken to his sons in 8 yrs. hey refuse to have any contact. So sad because he loved his kids and they loved him. Gosh its such alot to tell. Yes I am ok, took me a while I'm a slow learner. I live alone and don't date. I still think about my old life but it's long gone. My kids are my greatest joy and we are close but they live all over. I didn't find this site til much later and did all the begging and cryin etc that a no no.So you are in the best place for help and advice. I am probably much older than you and my x was my only real b/friend we grew up together. Good luck
